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About Me Member Pseudo-Intellectual AlyssaBarkerFemale/United States

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Judy BlumeI’m just scared of dying and I don’t think I’m ever coming home. I see through the lies and pretend to understand the world. I’m still a kid, but I guess I’ve seen a lot. I don’t think I WANT to come home. I’m lost in the thoughts that drift and I don’t want to leave I thought about a lot and I had my share of mistakes I’m still standing and I guess I miss your smile. I don’t think I want to come back. I’m just here trying to find myself, and it feels like bad theatre I see that you won’t wait up, and that’s fine with me. &nb Judy Blume
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AkalineApparently I’m a robot. I have none of my own thoughts, I just pour others in. My mind is made of filler. Useless facts and feigned intellect.
Not that it's important. I am not important. Others may disagree, but I make no mark. I disappear. Not that it matters. I don't matter. I am a fake. I pretend to understand all, but all is nothing, and nothing matters,
SO none of you fucking matter. You know that I don't mean it. I don't really. I just want one last thought before I erase myself from everything. I change my mind back Akaline
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VeiledA girl hides the pain of her reality Her kind words mask herhidden fears Her joyous quirks contain her self-loathing Laughter bends the shadow of her doubt Her tears are hidden from the world She muffles her own criies She smiles to cover her own truths Never will she frown A tear will not be shed Never will she tell a soul
of the tortue that she bears She'll never let her screams pass the pencil that she holds She veils her tear streaked cheeks to hide the way she feels
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I Hate The World

Sat May 23, 2009, 10:29 PM

Pretty much. Sorry to my good friends that I worried and hurt when I faked my death. It seemed like the right idea at the time. I am alive and well. I still don't like very many people, I am now a hermit. I moved back home to get my life together. It's nothing against any of my old friends that I don't want to see them again. I just need to move on and start over.

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Mood: Anger
Listening to: myself play cello
Reading: the bible. Its bs.
Watching: Nothing
Playing: Nothing
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: wine

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Current Residence: Missouri
Interests: Movies, books, living my life
Favourite movie: Singles, Kevin Smith movies, independant horror films...
Favourite band or musician: Bob Dylan, Nirvana, Pearl Jam, Mother Love Bone, The BEatles, Cannabal Corpse,
Favourite genre of music: Hardcore, punk, trip hop, electronica, grunge
Favourite artist: The creator of the universe
Favourite poet or writer: Sylvia Plath
Operating System: Mac
Favourite game: Final Fantasy Three
Favourite gaming platform: Snes
Favourite cartoon character: Ed from FMA
Personal Quote: I can probably fit my hand in my cooch, but it would hurt.
Tools of the Trade: Blood of young children...

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~wild-catgirl-washu Jun 1, 2007, 12:02:53 PM

Hello, thanks for the watch.

Im sorry but I don't remember you... I don't have good memory though so >_<

If ya wanna talk sometime though, I got Yahoo. I check that a lot more than Da really.

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"I bet he's smart as a sword--thats twice as smart as a whip, by the way."
-Fighter

"Link you are not."
-Morgan
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I am #20 Raticate in DA's Pokemon Crew

~johnny-dangerously Apr 19, 2007, 7:34:08 PM

Good talking to you again. You should get aim or somthing so its easier to talk. Well, call me back sometime.

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Who is the form, following the function of what, and what I am is a man in a mask.

I can see that.

Im not questioning your powers of observation, im merely remarking on the paradox of asking a masked man, who he is.

~AlyssaBarker Apr 2, 2007, 12:18:38 PM

Love your avatar.

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Peace, Love and empathy,
Alyssa Marie Barker

~Rogue-Coyote89 Mar 30, 2007, 9:27:46 PM

Welcome to dA, and thanks for the fav. and watch!!

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_{"I'll give you three reasons. First of all, your beauty has captivated me! Second... I'm dying to know if I'm your type... I guess your... abilities would be a distant third."
- Edgar Roni Figaro (FFVI)}